my latest LSS

my latest LSS

i don't why but i can't get this song out of my head.. why do i have a feeling that it has something to do with the fact that i'm turning 21 in a week and a half and haven't found what i really wanted?! it's not that i haven't been in love, ever. i just find it weird, or better yet, SCARY that i'm growing old without someone to share what i've been through the past 21 years of my life. and it sucks to realize after being stoic for two whole years that i'm a hopeless romantic after all...

IF I BELIEVE
patti austin

If I believed in paradise
I'd swear I must be there
I'd swear I must be there right now with you
If I believed in miracles
I'd know that one was happening to me
But if I don't believe in paradise
Then miracles aren't real
Then someone tell me what is this I feel

I wanna believe it's love this time
I wanna believe my heart's not telling me a lie
But with you I can't deny
if I believed in paradise
I'd swear I'm there

If I believed in magic spells
It all would be so clear
'Cause magic spells must have brought you here
If I could see the future
I'd see if you and I were meant to be
But I dont know any magic
And tomorrow's just a dream
But something in this fantasy is real

I wanna believe it's love this time
I wanna believe my heart's not telling me a lie
I wanna believe it's love this time
I wanna believe my heart's not telling me a lie
But with you I cant deny
If I believed in paradise
I'd swear I'm there

I'm there
I'm there
If I believed.